RIC's words II

"nic didn go to see doctor cause of limited funds. i am collecting some debts my fren owe me. if she unable to pay back i may need to loan some from u 1st. i will be able to pay ya back on the first of august when i get paid. just need bout 200 bucks or less. i dun wan him 2 stress up for it. it's theleast i can do. out of ways now."

"watever! anyway dear. it's beyond the words i can say. 我是你的人了！哈哈~ anyway dear... u know~ i am so late.bus isn't here yet. i am walking out to old klang road now. tired~"

"i still wanna work k so dun curse me la dear~ i am gonna have an angel tattoo. cuz ya my angel~LOL gonna be busy drawingtoday"

"i will always be there no matter where i may be~"

"i really miss ya dear... really..."

"morning dear, sukhihontu- may the triple gems be with u. namo porte sa-to akhante maya i-te bagha wa~ happy new moon~"

"must be a busy day for ya, just wanna tell ya i'm missing ya. huggs~"

"honestly i am not well today, pain is unusual.... but still ok here..."

"why always make me cry de dear...?"

"dear... it's really touching to hear that. that's actually why i wanna have taht angel on me. cuz ya too. why are our mentality wave so alike? and ya mouth sweet till~~~haha. but i know. it's from ur heart~"

"no. you did not. at least i am not in a grey zone too. i even will cherish wat we have now. even more. iam glad that u told me. i really am."

"hugs~u never fail to put a smile on my face."

"dear, my pain is terrible. i wish to talk to ya. but i cant talk properly. dun worry bout me k? ya rest well k? i promise tofight to the end for ya."

"T.T dear... if this continue how would i tel u next time when i am in pain? i promise i will be ok. and i will be. i dun promise. just like u. i am playing with gene now."

"dear, i am not leaving u, that was my initial plan. ya know how hard is it for me today? do ya know how much i wanna be by ur sidenow? how much i am struggling inside? i cam't deny, i love ya now. i love nicholas too. ya know what happen when benny call? i know ya not happy, i am not happy too dear. i am really not. i dun know what is going to happen. but seriously i hate my life now. every part of it"

"good night :) i hope everyday. i do wish to spend that time with ya too. i love you~ hug~"

to be cont~