Saturday, March 28, 2009

遇见 louis armstrong


今天,我遇见了louis,我们其实不认识对方,但,在我心底,一点都不觉得陌生,我们认识了很久...很久.他写出了我心里的感觉,不是快乐,不是悲伤,不是怒意,不是....那是没有文字记载的感觉,这都在他的音乐里. 他的音乐,不止记载了感觉, 还记载了背景,年代,时间,颜色,天气,温度,每一个人事物的轮廓,律动,frequency... 我对他的年代不陌生,他在我的年代也不觉得尴尬,还是那么随性的吹奏着他的喇叭, 一面用它沙哑混浊的声音,唱出了他的年代,唱出了他对生活的热情,唱出了我的感觉. 哈哈, loius, 找天咱们再喝喝咖啡,算我的, 只要你唱歌:)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

a wonderful song : stumble - macy grey

Games, changes, and fears
When will they go from here?
When will they stop?
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together, babe
But we're not

I play it off but I�m dreaming of you
And I'll keep my cool, but I�m feigning

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it�s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it�s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I�m just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I�m dreaming of you
And I�ll keep my cool but I�m feigning

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it�s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke (yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it�s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession
May I be your possession?
Boy I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can�t deny
Deny

I play it off but I�m dreaming of you
(But I�m dreaming of you, babe)
And I�ll keep my cool, but I�m feigning

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (oh)
Though I try to hide it, it�s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near (ahh)
Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, it�s clear (say it Lord)
My world crumbles when you are not near (Lord, the Lord kisses us)

Goodbye and I choke (I�m choking)
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it�s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

心情 - 文字化


外面下着滂沱大雨 世界迷蒙了 地下的水花 跳跃着
我 践踏着草地上的积水 开心地 翩翩地 雀跃 舞动
我溶化了 在雨中 在风中 在草原上 我 已不存在 我 也永远地存在
我升华了 我飞了 自由自在 无拘无束 我 飞
我 是风
我 是雨
我 是阳光
我 是泥
我 是一切的绿
我 是世界

三月十二 雨

我很失望
我很难过
但我不想让他知道,我努力掩饰自己的情绪
因为我不要别人的愧疚补偿,对我来说,伤了…就是伤了…
在我最不能分心的时候,我…分心了
在这段感情里,我会不会只是他的理想伴侣,而不是生活上真正的伴侣?
我会不会只是个买了放着的漂亮花瓶?
有人在的时候我特别漂亮,对我爱不释手
没人在的时候,我……什么都不是
而这个花瓶的故事,没人知道,也没人在乎
今天,花瓶的底部出现了裂痕,可惜没人发现
只怕有一天,它耐不了,碎开了