Tuesday, July 21, 2015

那两个人没有框框的一段对话

你可以不可以不要怕跟我聊天?拜托
什么鬼, 你再讲什么鬼哦
哈哈哈哈, 我说华语啊
我要生气了! 你快点讲好好
OKOK我好好说, 陛下息怒
赶快说
那天你说你怕影响我跟他的感情, 所以我担心你怕跟我多聊。可能我想太多了
哦,真的, 我不想破坏任何人的感情
我明白
可是我没有害怕, 是担心
你不会
为什么。。。。。。(过了六分钟)无言了啦你 
你不是一个随便的人, 你痛恨见异思迁,我也一样, 但真的, 很坦白地说,我很喜欢你,真的。我是很开心的,我也不敢碰你,因为那是对你的不尊重。想踹掉自己的头这几天。应该不应该,应该不应该,应该不应该,应该不应该。 
笨蛋, 不要想太多,你一直都过得好好的 
可以不可以有些地带是没有定义的,没有社会责任,没有应该不应该? 天, 我竟然说了出口,完了。你应该很生气吧?妈的我在做什么。 
我并不是你想象的好吧,我还蛮难搞的,我还蛮挑剔的。 
你误会了。 我们才见面几次, 能知道对方多少?就只是很存粹的,开心。
很好,我喜欢单纯
对,就是开心。
笨蛋鬼
我不知道啦~ 很乱
不要乱啦,乖啦, 我也不想你不开心
明明很开心,又担心开心因为什么
哈哈哈
这样我们还可以聊吗?还可以见面吗?
我又没有不理你,你这是什么鬼问题哦?
我怕委屈你
我也没想委不委屈的问题
如果你有什么想法可以跟我分享
我不敢想,哈哈哈,也不懂从哪里开始
明白。如果我让你受委屈,请给我一拳。
不会影响你的工作吧?我不想影响你的生活。
不会,工作时很理智
我真的又不是谁,不会就好
那就别他妈的定义这个那个, 我在生气自己。 
够了啦,我没事。你不要生气自己,我很好啦,你乖,不要我担心。 
那就好,我说了松了一口气,一大块石头
笨蛋,怕我生气吗?
对,我怕就这样失联了
哈哈哈,笨蛋笨蛋。
饿了,去弄点东西吃,你弄给我?
i will if i can
有心就够了,嘻嘻 
跟你说我今天可是一整天一直抓着手机但又不让自己打信息,三十几了还这样真是有够糟糕
你啊你,干嘛啦,就简讯我啊
我现在不会了
不要想了好吗?
没想了,解决了,开心了,很开心了。

Thursday, December 9, 2010

干!干!干!!!

发现身边的人生活里都有一些永远都无法完全填补的裂缝,重要的东西就像沙钟里的沙一样,一颗一颗的流逝。但仔细想想, 人生又有什么东西不是那样, 永恒不变? 哈哈~ 就珍惜现在拥有的,享受过程,活在当下~~ 为拥有而庆祝, 为失去而干杯!!!!

Friday, September 10, 2010

九月十日 阴

人往往都以自己的知识和认识去把世界定格
为的只是心里的那份安全感
同时自己内在的无限潜能 因而也被封印
如果 还能以一个五岁小孩的角度去看世界
可能今天生活里的极限 根本不存在

Monday, August 16, 2010

livin in dark~



came across a fren's profile in facebook, a fren that i didn know who she was.
shocked by just seeing her pictures... that were amazing... words just couldn tell...

sometimes, i really wish that i could be one of them, living in the dark, living in "OWN" body, and never care about tomorrow, as if tomorrow never exist. being myself, never care, never think, let feeling, lust,desire run wild, evoke the inner limitless potential of mine, run, jump and fly ~ unstopable.

wat r the price that i am goin to pay? huh?
seriously asking myself, am i not paying now??? even now i am yet not being like them?
i will unleash myself one day, and when that day comes, i will shine like hell!!!!!!!!

she inspires me, she seduces me...







Monday, August 9, 2010

a beautiful lie

plane finally touched the land of sri langka, katherine mcphee's 'anybody's heart' playing in ears.
yeah.... i remember of him.
"the heart that u have broken is not just anybody's heart~"
"all i wanted just to feel safe... safe in ur arm~"
i am sad, a little, more like a feeling of unable to complete something that meant so much to me, meant so much to just carry on and people may worship and sing for us even we r no longer there, and all... is beyond my control.
i have done the best i could. helpless...
anyhow, i am still, standing alone on a land of stranger, being strong, alone.
that's a road that i couldn't travel till the end.well, i think i dun have a choice but to move on, to another direction.
that isn any hatred or anger. the memory i have, still filled my heart somewhere, it's beautiful, a beautiful lie.
i am just a fool, i know.
thankful to be together, and thankful to be apart at the end.

sri lanka, here i am.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Permanent

a 2nd song by eric carter hah to me
never could have thought that he actually know what and how i feel all this while when he is fighting for survival....

"Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry.
And everything, it will surely change even if
I tell you I won't go away today

will u think that you're all alone
when no one's there to hold ur hand?
and all u know seems so far away
and everything is temporary rest ur head
i'm permanent

i know he's living in hell every single day
and so i ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
and when they say it's all touch and go
i wish i could make it go away
but still u say

will u think that you're all alone
when no one's there to hold ur hand?
and all u know seems so far away
and everything is temporary rest ur head
i'm permanent
i'm permanent

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry...

分手吧~ 哦~ 分手吧

陈伟华
我们做回朋友吧
也就是说 我放弃了我们之间的感情
给了那么多次机会, 最后还是一次又一次的伤害
分手吧 我不适合你 我不能接受你对感情的价值观
ric 知道的东西 我全都知道 他还有力气去和你争辩, 但我已没力气了, 我不想再这样辛苦地爱着你了
你是我这一辈子里对我撒最多谎的人 而我最痛恨的就是谎言, 而且是出自我爱的人口里 伤害更深
这一阵子 kenji告诉我所有的东西之后, 我什么都没说, 累了, 不想再去想为什么你还是要这样, 我只想好好过自己的生活, 照顾ric。 就这样。而且希望你能找份好工作, 所以到现在才提出分手。
与其整天在烦kenji几时才肯放过你, 何不自己洁身自爱, 坦荡荡做人, 哪怕人家重伤你。你停下来的时候, 就是kenji 消失的时候。至于谁是kenji ,你比谁都要清楚,它是一个曾经被你伤得很深的人。
不要再说我答应过什么, 我为你的付出已经远远超过你应得的!!!
不要再说你有多难过多委屈多痛苦, 那是你自己拿来的。别尝试和我讲道理, 只怕我现在一肚子的气爆发在你身上。
我跟你之间的感情, 今天就划上句号。
至于你和ric之间感情, 那是你们之间的事。不关我的事
来了新之后, 好好加油, 从新开始。
我们还是朋友,要是你还想要我这个朋友的话。
得空见面, 喝个茶无妨:)

珍重


占姆士