干！干！干！！！

发现身边的人生活里都有一些永远都无法完全填补的裂缝，重要的东西就像沙钟里的沙一样，一颗一颗的流逝。但仔细想想， 人生又有什么东西不是那样, 永恒不变？ 哈哈~ 就珍惜现在拥有的，享受过程，活在当下~~ 为拥有而庆祝， 为失去而干杯！！！！

九月十日 阴

人往往都以自己的知识和认识去把世界定格
为的只是心里的那份安全感
同时自己内在的无限潜能 因而也被封印
如果 还能以一个五岁小孩的角度去看世界
可能今天生活里的极限 根本不存在

livin in dark~

came across a fren's profile in facebook, a fren that i didn know who she was.
shocked by just seeing her pictures... that were amazing... words just couldn tell...

sometimes, i really wish that i could be one of them, living in the dark, living in "OWN" body, and never care about tomorrow, as if tomorrow never exist. being myself, never care, never think, let feeling, lust,desire run wild, evoke the inner limitless potential of mine, run, jump and fly ~ unstopable.

wat r the price that i am goin to pay? huh?
seriously asking myself, am i not paying now??? even now i am yet not being like them?
i will unleash myself one day, and when that day comes, i will shine like hell!!!!!!!!

she inspires me, she seduces me...

a beautiful lie

plane finally touched the land of sri langka, katherine mcphee's 'anybody's heart' playing in ears.
yeah.... i remember of him.
"the heart that u have broken is not just anybody's heart~"
"all i wanted just to feel safe... safe in ur arm~"
i am sad, a little, more like a feeling of unable to complete something that meant so much to me, meant so much to just carry on and people may worship and sing for us even we r no longer there, and all... is beyond my control.
i have done the best i could. helpless...
anyhow, i am still, standing alone on a land of stranger, being strong, alone.
that's a road that i couldn't travel till the end.well, i think i dun have a choice but to move on, to another direction.
that isn any hatred or anger. the memory i have, still filled my heart somewhere, it's beautiful, a beautiful lie.
i am just a fool, i know.
thankful to be together, and thankful to be apart at the end.

sri lanka, here i am.