a beautiful lie

plane finally touched the land of sri langka, katherine mcphee's 'anybody's heart' playing in ears.
yeah.... i remember of him.
"the heart that u have broken is not just anybody's heart~"
"all i wanted just to feel safe... safe in ur arm~"
i am sad, a little, more like a feeling of unable to complete something that meant so much to me, meant so much to just carry on and people may worship and sing for us even we r no longer there, and all... is beyond my control.
i have done the best i could. helpless...
anyhow, i am still, standing alone on a land of stranger, being strong, alone.
that's a road that i couldn't travel till the end.well, i think i dun have a choice but to move on, to another direction.
that isn any hatred or anger. the memory i have, still filled my heart somewhere, it's beautiful, a beautiful lie.
i am just a fool, i know.
thankful to be together, and thankful to be apart at the end.

sri lanka, here i am.